Thursday, 16 September 2010
Thursday, 26 August 2010
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Those things that I have learned & the things that you have taught me. You've done them a millions times over. Why? When i'd never do them again.
Wednesday, 11 August 2010
realisation.
so after a few months of uncertainty, i know where i am now.
i've finally discovered what it feels like to love, be loved, to hurt, to be portrayed, be lied and decieved. i dont even know how to describe in words how i feel, but i know it hurt.
alot of things have gone on, things that i could never dream of - good & bad.
ive had one of my biggest dreams come true and then being whisked away from me for a moment. i'll be working hard to get that back. some people will never know what has gone on, but you'd probably never believe it. if you had told me that next week id be doing it again, even i wouldnt believe it.
its made me realise alot about people. ive lost people and gained some back. everything happens for a reason. but i never thought people could make you feel so bad, althought part of it was my decision, i never thought people could go out of there way to hurt you.
therefore. im doing me, i have the hardest year of my life coming up and ive got to concentrate of that and get my dream. maybe find someone who doesnt do those things.
i've finally discovered what it feels like to love, be loved, to hurt, to be portrayed, be lied and decieved. i dont even know how to describe in words how i feel, but i know it hurt.
alot of things have gone on, things that i could never dream of - good & bad.
ive had one of my biggest dreams come true and then being whisked away from me for a moment. i'll be working hard to get that back. some people will never know what has gone on, but you'd probably never believe it. if you had told me that next week id be doing it again, even i wouldnt believe it.
its made me realise alot about people. ive lost people and gained some back. everything happens for a reason. but i never thought people could make you feel so bad, althought part of it was my decision, i never thought people could go out of there way to hurt you.
therefore. im doing me, i have the hardest year of my life coming up and ive got to concentrate of that and get my dream. maybe find someone who doesnt do those things.
Wednesday, 21 April 2010
Busy.
Bonjourno.
I stopped writing these for a while as I got busy, but I think i'm gonna try and keep them running.
Alot of shit has happened since I last posted but not any of it needs to be posted. Apart the boy in my life :)
Things are pretty good right now, i'm just getting my head down and getting into uni work, managed to get my first A in my whole university life - pretty cool. The interviews for summer internships are starting to flood in now, so I guess thats on the up.
I'm looking forward to my summer so much, I have alot of things to look forward too apart from my boy leaving me. (and he knows im hating him for it).
Anyway, I would write longer but i'm gonna go make some food. I feel dizzy.
Bye lovers
xox
I stopped writing these for a while as I got busy, but I think i'm gonna try and keep them running.
Alot of shit has happened since I last posted but not any of it needs to be posted. Apart the boy in my life :)
Things are pretty good right now, i'm just getting my head down and getting into uni work, managed to get my first A in my whole university life - pretty cool. The interviews for summer internships are starting to flood in now, so I guess thats on the up.
I'm looking forward to my summer so much, I have alot of things to look forward too apart from my boy leaving me. (and he knows im hating him for it).
Anyway, I would write longer but i'm gonna go make some food. I feel dizzy.
Bye lovers
xox
Monday, 5 October 2009
Good things come to those who wait...
hi there kiddlywinks.
sorry i havent written for a while, the last few months have been a bit hectic!
August :
- so in august i started my work for uni, finally! i only had like four months previous, whoops! but i got it underway after being so shit scared about it for so long, turns out it wasnt so bad!
- i started back at river island, and left again.
- on the 13th i celebrated my birthday. on the 12th i went to longleat safari park with fifi and carls, was pretty much amazing, i fed a deer through my car window, its head was practically in my car. i wouldve like to of taken him home... on the way homeee fifi gave me my present. i possibley absolutely wet myself outside mcdonalds. i do love her very much indeed. on my actually birthday, i woke up to a lonely house, got a text from someone that absolutely made my day!!
mother came home, we waited for my father and brother and went to danesfield house for my afternoon lunch :) one of the nicest birthdays ever.
september:
- the first week of september consisted of a week in paris with the ladies from university.
drove up to leicester around lunch time, waited for an absolute idiot all day for him to call me just as i was leaving for paris. after 12 hours on a coach being completely tired and bored. we got to paris to find out we couldnt into our hotel rooms for another three hours! great.
that week in paris, was one of the best and worst weeks of my life. i purchased a vintage burberry coat, some one off jordans and some other absolute rubbish. the flee markets in the back of paris are incredible, if you have money, go there!!
- a day after i got back from paris, i flew off to eygpt.
oh my gosh. the most beautiful place on earth!
- at the end of the most, now! ive just moved into my new flat. its amazing, really big with a view that looks over the town. so pretty at night and im excited to see it when it snows...
so that is my update up untill my life right now...
im still waiting on things to happen and 100% ready to concentrate on my uni work and not let anything get in my way! im excited to see what will happen in the next few weeks.
i'll let you know.
taraa lovers
xo
sorry i havent written for a while, the last few months have been a bit hectic!
August :
- so in august i started my work for uni, finally! i only had like four months previous, whoops! but i got it underway after being so shit scared about it for so long, turns out it wasnt so bad!
- i started back at river island, and left again.
- on the 13th i celebrated my birthday. on the 12th i went to longleat safari park with fifi and carls, was pretty much amazing, i fed a deer through my car window, its head was practically in my car. i wouldve like to of taken him home... on the way homeee fifi gave me my present. i possibley absolutely wet myself outside mcdonalds. i do love her very much indeed. on my actually birthday, i woke up to a lonely house, got a text from someone that absolutely made my day!!
mother came home, we waited for my father and brother and went to danesfield house for my afternoon lunch :) one of the nicest birthdays ever.
september:
- the first week of september consisted of a week in paris with the ladies from university.
drove up to leicester around lunch time, waited for an absolute idiot all day for him to call me just as i was leaving for paris. after 12 hours on a coach being completely tired and bored. we got to paris to find out we couldnt into our hotel rooms for another three hours! great.
that week in paris, was one of the best and worst weeks of my life. i purchased a vintage burberry coat, some one off jordans and some other absolute rubbish. the flee markets in the back of paris are incredible, if you have money, go there!!
- a day after i got back from paris, i flew off to eygpt.
oh my gosh. the most beautiful place on earth!
- at the end of the most, now! ive just moved into my new flat. its amazing, really big with a view that looks over the town. so pretty at night and im excited to see it when it snows...
so that is my update up untill my life right now...
im still waiting on things to happen and 100% ready to concentrate on my uni work and not let anything get in my way! im excited to see what will happen in the next few weeks.
i'll let you know.
taraa lovers
xo
Sunday, 5 July 2009
swings & round a'bouts.
Sorry i havent been updating this recently, but ive been extremely busy doing absoooolutely nothing! My life is starting to get repetitive and boring...
So im still searching for a job, companies need to sort out their time management, its just ridiculous, ive been waiting like two weeks now, for a call back! Do they not know i need money & that new Vivienne handbag thats call me, seriously!
As per-usual there’s drama in my life, being home from uni clearly doesn’t change anything from complete bitches and dickheads! i know that fifi would enjoy to hire a hitman for a few specimens in her life... maybe that would be too extreme... or maybe not.
I enjoy to find information about people, whether ive done something wrong, and ive not known, whether people are telling porky pies or whether they are just facts... liars are possibly the worst thing in the world, i agree that little white lies every once and while don’t really hurt, but i mean LITTLE, if you have a problem or think you’ve done something wrong, just tell the truth, it works out better in the long run! Seriously. Don’t be a prick about it, maybe these people are just full on pricks, and will be throughout their lives... on this note, it can never be helped, you’re just an asshole. So my latest conclusion is that there are ALOT of liars and assholes in this world... my word to you, you’re bleedin’ pathetic...
On a lighter note...Its nice spending time with fifi now, as i don’t see her as much as before, its nice when we actually get to spend a day together. Like this weekend, we spent pretty much three days together, had an enjoyable dinner Saturday night and stared in the face of jealousy!!
Update on the puppies, now 10 weeks old, all three have been sold, i was allowed to keep the little girl... Tahlula Wobbit Girlie Morris, you’ll see me about.
Right now, im going off to watch top gear then moto gp... and jim if you read this, i hope you’re ok, im collecting all my luck for you.
So till next time, peace
xo
So im still searching for a job, companies need to sort out their time management, its just ridiculous, ive been waiting like two weeks now, for a call back! Do they not know i need money & that new Vivienne handbag thats call me, seriously!
As per-usual there’s drama in my life, being home from uni clearly doesn’t change anything from complete bitches and dickheads! i know that fifi would enjoy to hire a hitman for a few specimens in her life... maybe that would be too extreme... or maybe not.
I enjoy to find information about people, whether ive done something wrong, and ive not known, whether people are telling porky pies or whether they are just facts... liars are possibly the worst thing in the world, i agree that little white lies every once and while don’t really hurt, but i mean LITTLE, if you have a problem or think you’ve done something wrong, just tell the truth, it works out better in the long run! Seriously. Don’t be a prick about it, maybe these people are just full on pricks, and will be throughout their lives... on this note, it can never be helped, you’re just an asshole. So my latest conclusion is that there are ALOT of liars and assholes in this world... my word to you, you’re bleedin’ pathetic...
On a lighter note...Its nice spending time with fifi now, as i don’t see her as much as before, its nice when we actually get to spend a day together. Like this weekend, we spent pretty much three days together, had an enjoyable dinner Saturday night and stared in the face of jealousy!!
Update on the puppies, now 10 weeks old, all three have been sold, i was allowed to keep the little girl... Tahlula Wobbit Girlie Morris, you’ll see me about.
Right now, im going off to watch top gear then moto gp... and jim if you read this, i hope you’re ok, im collecting all my luck for you.
So till next time, peace
xo
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