Thursday, 16 September 2010
Thursday, 26 August 2010
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Those things that I have learned & the things that you have taught me. You've done them a millions times over. Why? When i'd never do them again.
Wednesday, 11 August 2010
realisation.
so after a few months of uncertainty, i know where i am now.
i've finally discovered what it feels like to love, be loved, to hurt, to be portrayed, be lied and decieved. i dont even know how to describe in words how i feel, but i know it hurt.
alot of things have gone on, things that i could never dream of - good & bad.
ive had one of my biggest dreams come true and then being whisked away from me for a moment. i'll be working hard to get that back. some people will never know what has gone on, but you'd probably never believe it. if you had told me that next week id be doing it again, even i wouldnt believe it.
its made me realise alot about people. ive lost people and gained some back. everything happens for a reason. but i never thought people could make you feel so bad, althought part of it was my decision, i never thought people could go out of there way to hurt you.
therefore. im doing me, i have the hardest year of my life coming up and ive got to concentrate of that and get my dream. maybe find someone who doesnt do those things.
i've finally discovered what it feels like to love, be loved, to hurt, to be portrayed, be lied and decieved. i dont even know how to describe in words how i feel, but i know it hurt.
alot of things have gone on, things that i could never dream of - good & bad.
ive had one of my biggest dreams come true and then being whisked away from me for a moment. i'll be working hard to get that back. some people will never know what has gone on, but you'd probably never believe it. if you had told me that next week id be doing it again, even i wouldnt believe it.
its made me realise alot about people. ive lost people and gained some back. everything happens for a reason. but i never thought people could make you feel so bad, althought part of it was my decision, i never thought people could go out of there way to hurt you.
therefore. im doing me, i have the hardest year of my life coming up and ive got to concentrate of that and get my dream. maybe find someone who doesnt do those things.
Wednesday, 21 April 2010
Busy.
Bonjourno.
I stopped writing these for a while as I got busy, but I think i'm gonna try and keep them running.
Alot of shit has happened since I last posted but not any of it needs to be posted. Apart the boy in my life :)
Things are pretty good right now, i'm just getting my head down and getting into uni work, managed to get my first A in my whole university life - pretty cool. The interviews for summer internships are starting to flood in now, so I guess thats on the up.
I'm looking forward to my summer so much, I have alot of things to look forward too apart from my boy leaving me. (and he knows im hating him for it).
Anyway, I would write longer but i'm gonna go make some food. I feel dizzy.
Bye lovers
xox
I stopped writing these for a while as I got busy, but I think i'm gonna try and keep them running.
Alot of shit has happened since I last posted but not any of it needs to be posted. Apart the boy in my life :)
Things are pretty good right now, i'm just getting my head down and getting into uni work, managed to get my first A in my whole university life - pretty cool. The interviews for summer internships are starting to flood in now, so I guess thats on the up.
I'm looking forward to my summer so much, I have alot of things to look forward too apart from my boy leaving me. (and he knows im hating him for it).
Anyway, I would write longer but i'm gonna go make some food. I feel dizzy.
Bye lovers
xox
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