apologises.

sorry about the lack of communication recently, i havent been having a normal life pattern for the last two weeks.

so i finished uni and decided to live the proper student life - took some time, yet still not drinking?
last week me and fifi went out on the 'razz' everynight pretty much, absolute drama as always!
tuesdays decision was to have a trip to birmingham for the day and source the delights on the shopping front - to our disapointment, it was absolutely RUBBISH! apart from the birms accents, boxes of lucky charms and spying on hotties, they were the highlights. also, birms is shit for chinese buffets (mine and fifi's fave thing at the minute) we literally strolled round looking for somewhere a little bit decent to eat, after finding such a disgusting place which looked like a school canteen filled with very un-chinese people, in vests, crop tops and off the wall tattoos of dragons. sexy i tell you.
in the end we settled for some shitty pub food, with my fish and chips being pretty much rubber. came home, got changed and had to go straight back out for drinks with my contour girls, they went out after, me and fifi went to sleep!

nothing of the really exciting side happened last week, my life pretty much consisted of wake up at 2, get ready, town, eat chinese, get ready at 10.30, head out for 12.30. get home at 4, stay up till like 5 am.
disgusting.

so this week, pretty much the same so far, apart from today.
right now im in the library, have just done some research for my summer project and waiting for fifi to finish her 3rd year helpers job. then into town to sample some clothing, and probably out tonight. tomorrow and friday i have to pack up my place of home for the last 8/9 months and move home friday night. how wierd is it gonna be.
although you still have your normal life at home, you have a completely new life at uni, which you have made and where you can do the things you want. but then have to up it all and leave is just the wierdest thing, uni isnt all its cracked up to be in my opinion as i dont drink and do the normal studenty things. but leading this life, is a nice life, if i could merge the two it would be absolutely perfect.(that probably didnt even make sense - sorry!)


one of the hardest things about leaving uni, will be leaving my lady behind. even though shes staying for like one/two extra weeks, and lives 20 minutes away from me, i wont be able to just pop next door to see her, or cook dinner with her, or see her everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry single day. i'd be lost if i didnt have her.

puppy front, they are all completely gorgeous, i'd like to keep them all and so would father, but the little lady is mine & im allowed to keep her. names im thinking - norah, betty or beatrice, not quite sure.

anyway i have to go, things to do!!
promise ill pay more attention.
taraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
xo