drama.

why does life enjoy throwing things at you! it's just madness, i come home, thinking i can get away from the drama, yet the drama still manages to reach me..
from people shouting at me down the phone for getting involved - when im standing up for a friend to people you thought you'd never ever think of again, suddenly pop in your head & you cant stop thinking about them. it's just ridiculous, wouldnt it be nice to just have a little break now and again... when things go plain sailing & they always end up good...

so i'm still on the hunt for a job, taking like 5 days to write up a cv is just ridiculous, so im gonna get onto that. along with filling out forms and sorting other important papers out, distraction is not fun!

made a trip to brighton on friday with a friend, the first day the weather decided to get nasty! the day involved playing on the awful arcade games, spending £1.50 on a packet of sweets and £3 on some doughnuts, that werent really doughnuts! also, he dragged me to a scary film & for people who know me, i dont do scary - turns out it wasnt that scary & it was just jumpy with crazed goats. and a word of advice, dont mess with old gypsie ladies, the outcome is not pretty...

so fifi is back in the bucks, so my life is pretty much now complete... i actually have friends! probably gonna be spending tooooooooo much tmie together as we've been deprived for like two weeks now - absolutely awful when we've been together daily for like 10 months. keep thinking about next year with her & carls, its actually gonna be mental, noone is gonna wanna come into our flat, plus none of us will be leaving due to the amount of work & grades that we wanna achieve.

update on the puppies - they're allowed to be sold at 8 weeks now, so thats only two more weeks we get to squish they're heads... still havent decide which one i would like to keep, but im pretty sure im nearly there...

i have a few plans for summer & plans for things i'd like to purchase, so this involves finding a job & getting money first... this is my aim & spending time with my girlfriend...

take care lovers
xo

and you for you, even though you probably dont read this.. i miss you.