Good things come to those who wait...

hi there kiddlywinks.
sorry i havent written for a while, the last few months have been a bit hectic!

August :
- so in august i started my work for uni, finally! i only had like four months previous, whoops! but i got it underway after being so shit scared about it for so long, turns out it wasnt so bad!

- i started back at river island, and left again.

- on the 13th i celebrated my birthday. on the 12th i went to longleat safari park with fifi and carls, was pretty much amazing, i fed a deer through my car window, its head was practically in my car. i wouldve like to of taken him home... on the way homeee fifi gave me my present. i possibley absolutely wet myself outside mcdonalds. i do love her very much indeed. on my actually birthday, i woke up to a lonely house, got a text from someone that absolutely made my day!!
mother came home, we waited for my father and brother and went to danesfield house for my afternoon lunch :) one of the nicest birthdays ever.


september:

- the first week of september consisted of a week in paris with the ladies from university.
drove up to leicester around lunch time, waited for an absolute idiot all day for him to call me just as i was leaving for paris. after 12 hours on a coach being completely tired and bored. we got to paris to find out we couldnt into our hotel rooms for another three hours! great.
that week in paris, was one of the best and worst weeks of my life. i purchased a vintage burberry coat, some one off jordans and some other absolute rubbish. the flee markets in the back of paris are incredible, if you have money, go there!!

- a day after i got back from paris, i flew off to eygpt.
oh my gosh. the most beautiful place on earth!

- at the end of the most, now! ive just moved into my new flat. its amazing, really big with a view that looks over the town. so pretty at night and im excited to see it when it snows...

so that is my update up untill my life right now...
im still waiting on things to happen and 100% ready to concentrate on my uni work and not let anything get in my way! im excited to see what will happen in the next few weeks.

i'll let you know.
taraa lovers
xo

swings & round a'bouts.

Sorry i havent been updating this recently, but ive been extremely busy doing absoooolutely nothing! My life is starting to get repetitive and boring...

So im still searching for a job, companies need to sort out their time management, its just ridiculous, ive been waiting like two weeks now, for a call back! Do they not know i need money & that new Vivienne handbag thats call me, seriously!
As per-usual there’s drama in my life, being home from uni clearly doesn’t change anything from complete bitches and dickheads! i know that fifi would enjoy to hire a hitman for a few specimens in her life... maybe that would be too extreme... or maybe not.

I enjoy to find information about people, whether ive done something wrong, and ive not known, whether people are telling porky pies or whether they are just facts... liars are possibly the worst thing in the world, i agree that little white lies every once and while don’t really hurt, but i mean LITTLE, if you have a problem or think you’ve done something wrong, just tell the truth, it works out better in the long run! Seriously. Don’t be a prick about it, maybe these people are just full on pricks, and will be throughout their lives... on this note, it can never be helped, you’re just an asshole. So my latest conclusion is that there are ALOT of liars and assholes in this world... my word to you, you’re bleedin’ pathetic...

On a lighter note...Its nice spending time with fifi now, as i don’t see her as much as before, its nice when we actually get to spend a day together. Like this weekend, we spent pretty much three days together, had an enjoyable dinner Saturday night and stared in the face of jealousy!!

Update on the puppies, now 10 weeks old, all three have been sold, i was allowed to keep the little girl... Tahlula Wobbit Girlie Morris, you’ll see me about.

Right now, im going off to watch top gear then moto gp... and jim if you read this, i hope you’re ok, im collecting all my luck for you.


So till next time, peace
xo

drama.

why does life enjoy throwing things at you! it's just madness, i come home, thinking i can get away from the drama, yet the drama still manages to reach me..
from people shouting at me down the phone for getting involved - when im standing up for a friend to people you thought you'd never ever think of again, suddenly pop in your head & you cant stop thinking about them. it's just ridiculous, wouldnt it be nice to just have a little break now and again... when things go plain sailing & they always end up good...

so i'm still on the hunt for a job, taking like 5 days to write up a cv is just ridiculous, so im gonna get onto that. along with filling out forms and sorting other important papers out, distraction is not fun!

made a trip to brighton on friday with a friend, the first day the weather decided to get nasty! the day involved playing on the awful arcade games, spending £1.50 on a packet of sweets and £3 on some doughnuts, that werent really doughnuts! also, he dragged me to a scary film & for people who know me, i dont do scary - turns out it wasnt that scary & it was just jumpy with crazed goats. and a word of advice, dont mess with old gypsie ladies, the outcome is not pretty...

so fifi is back in the bucks, so my life is pretty much now complete... i actually have friends! probably gonna be spending tooooooooo much tmie together as we've been deprived for like two weeks now - absolutely awful when we've been together daily for like 10 months. keep thinking about next year with her & carls, its actually gonna be mental, noone is gonna wanna come into our flat, plus none of us will be leaving due to the amount of work & grades that we wanna achieve.

update on the puppies - they're allowed to be sold at 8 weeks now, so thats only two more weeks we get to squish they're heads... still havent decide which one i would like to keep, but im pretty sure im nearly there...

i have a few plans for summer & plans for things i'd like to purchase, so this involves finding a job & getting money first... this is my aim & spending time with my girlfriend...

take care lovers
xo

and you for you, even though you probably dont read this.. i miss you.

home time.

so since my last post, i'm home in bucks, nice to see it's sunny sometimes!
not much has been happening really, trying to find a job is the main aim, handed in some forms but we'll see what's happening...
unpacking my belongings is quite something , let me tell youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. i have TOO much stuff. after taking nearly two days to pack my room up,my stuff exploding into the hall in the bag fulls, (four large laundrette bags full of shoes & shoe boxes - an achievement!!) mooma and poopa came to collect me, which involved my mother dropping my underwear drawers and sewing machine down the stairs. fantastic.
i am home, with two rooms fulls over stuff to unpack. fifi, your arent gonna have fun!
my waredrobe is now incredibley neat, its pretty exciting.

last weekend went to donnington park for bsb, strangely it was nice weather, and tomorrow morning i'll be getting ready for thruxton. fingers crossed it'll be even nicer :)!

update on doggies - absolutely the best things everrrrrrrrrr! they are up and walking about now, its pretty amazing, only about 4 more weeks till they'll be off to their owners...nothing much has been happening recently. just been sleeping last and getting up even later with being shouted at in the process..

missing people in LE1.
gonna go watch roadwars now,
bye babesssssss
xo

apologises.

sorry about the lack of communication recently, i havent been having a normal life pattern for the last two weeks.

so i finished uni and decided to live the proper student life - took some time, yet still not drinking?
last week me and fifi went out on the 'razz' everynight pretty much, absolute drama as always!
tuesdays decision was to have a trip to birmingham for the day and source the delights on the shopping front - to our disapointment, it was absolutely RUBBISH! apart from the birms accents, boxes of lucky charms and spying on hotties, they were the highlights. also, birms is shit for chinese buffets (mine and fifi's fave thing at the minute) we literally strolled round looking for somewhere a little bit decent to eat, after finding such a disgusting place which looked like a school canteen filled with very un-chinese people, in vests, crop tops and off the wall tattoos of dragons. sexy i tell you.
in the end we settled for some shitty pub food, with my fish and chips being pretty much rubber. came home, got changed and had to go straight back out for drinks with my contour girls, they went out after, me and fifi went to sleep!

nothing of the really exciting side happened last week, my life pretty much consisted of wake up at 2, get ready, town, eat chinese, get ready at 10.30, head out for 12.30. get home at 4, stay up till like 5 am.
disgusting.

so this week, pretty much the same so far, apart from today.
right now im in the library, have just done some research for my summer project and waiting for fifi to finish her 3rd year helpers job. then into town to sample some clothing, and probably out tonight. tomorrow and friday i have to pack up my place of home for the last 8/9 months and move home friday night. how wierd is it gonna be.
although you still have your normal life at home, you have a completely new life at uni, which you have made and where you can do the things you want. but then have to up it all and leave is just the wierdest thing, uni isnt all its cracked up to be in my opinion as i dont drink and do the normal studenty things. but leading this life, is a nice life, if i could merge the two it would be absolutely perfect.(that probably didnt even make sense - sorry!)


one of the hardest things about leaving uni, will be leaving my lady behind. even though shes staying for like one/two extra weeks, and lives 20 minutes away from me, i wont be able to just pop next door to see her, or cook dinner with her, or see her everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry single day. i'd be lost if i didnt have her.

puppy front, they are all completely gorgeous, i'd like to keep them all and so would father, but the little lady is mine & im allowed to keep her. names im thinking - norah, betty or beatrice, not quite sure.

anyway i have to go, things to do!!
promise ill pay more attention.
taraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
xo

kevin kafesu

this blog is just for kevin ha.

sorry i havent been on had a busy schedule...
went home for the weekend last weekend, saw poooooooooopies, most amazing things ever really, funny having 5 dogs in one tiny bed, as the mummy will not move from the bed!
pretty much a lols moment.

on another note, ive had no work to do this week, just been lazing around it's been nice, i would appreciate better weather to be honest - although today is pretty nice!
got my marks back today from one of my two final projects, pretty happy with the marks, but i'm not overally happy. well done to carli pants though, she did toooooooooo good!

full on drama in mine and fifi's life to be honest, but isnt there always!
haha.
spending too much money and perving on people - it's been nice to see what people actually care. and that when you start to not care, who comes worming back for some attention! bastards.

today is pretty much the same as the previous days to be honest, gonna stroll into town in a bit to take back some garms, come back and pack for my adventure home for the weekend. least exciting.

so now im gonna go back to putting my room back to an acceptable state,
i wont leave it too long next time...

here from me soon chums
xo

two down, one to go.

today was my first day back uni, even though i've finished. had do hand ins, all went well. yet still working on my last project, absolutely living in the library tonight!!
fifi's at uni, so im sitting here doing my work, singing to adele and some eighties toons. pretty great that ive nearly finished my market report.

update on poopppies, all is going well, feeding off mummy now, daddy william wants to be mummy - absolute off his rocker. but yea all good, check up at vets this morn.
only three more days till i can squeeze their head off.

saturday night me and fifi earned a break, went to some 1xta shin dig, pretty funny. funny events occured. drama to our life! ha. still not understanding peoples ways of working in this world, they don't make sense and enjoy to dissappear off the face of the earth. hearts get broken in the process, but we all still live.
life is a confusing thing.
but im way happy that ive nearly finished work and i can chill before i have to start working for the summer.
if anyone knows of any jobs, let me pleaseeeee, cheers bbz.

anywhoooo must get back to my work, the only life i have at the moment.

peace out.
xo

some douche bag is playing electro shiiiiiiiiiiiiite. turn it off thanks.


pretty much sums our life up

three boys one girl.

so an update on the pooopppiesss, she had four, three boys one boy. pretty darn exciting i must see - add photo's when i get em.

yesterday was rather un exciting really, woke up late, did some work, went town came home went library, told it was closed at 10pm, so stayed for bt.
me and fifi decided to have a pyjama party - matching pyjama's, watched jonathan woss & music and lyrics, she got bored. so we looked at babies names for the puppiessss.
then at like 2am watch snog marry or avoid and some other programme on girls drinking.
sorted out the freezer, aboslutely soakkkkkkkkked the kitchen floor & most of the food was soft. BRILLIANT.
pissed off the rudeee french people. pricks.
and yea went to bed at 5am after perving on some fitttttt people.
rather un eventful i'd say.

right now...waiting for fifi to get ready, pop into town for some pieces come back and work. haha our life sounds so interesting!
reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. no!

gonna get back to some work now.
speak laters bbz.
xo


BONKERS.

puppy monsters.

so after living in the library for the past three days, me and fifi decided to have a lie in. got woken up at 9.26 with a phone call from my mother saying that winnie (my dog) had gone into labour, if she didnt produce anthing but 10.30, she had to have a c section.
11.10 - another phone call, she's having a c section.
12.20 - she's all okay, and had four bleeding puppies, when the vet only said she'd have two cos she's so small. ABSOLUTELY AMAZING! hhahahaha pictures as from when i go home!

so yea, nothing exciting over the past few days, just trying to get this work finished for hands ins.
gotta go carry on cleaning now.
back soon kiddos
xo

so today, after my shower, all hell broke loose. it took me about two hours to decide what to wear, i pretty much hated eeeeeeeeeeevverything. that was fun.

got ready, did some work for a little bit, then decided to go to town as me and fifi needed milk & to take back some clothing. was a beaut day, so strolled around, caeser salad wasnt working today, so couldnt go spy on his face. 

7.10, decided that me & fifi would go see fast a furious with orange wednesday, seriously. see that film, i needed a pee pee near the end, actually nearly wet myself with excitement thoughhhh, dom & brian are gorrrrrrrrge. had to come home and brush my toofs - eating too many sweets.

now in the library trying to do some more bleedin' work. let me tell you it's fun. i've been separated from my partner, shes over the <>

so yea, getting distracted to work now. gotta run away.....

toodllllesss bbzzzz

xo

day one.

so i thought i'd start one of these things, as i forget everything that happens the day before.
right now, things are pretty okay i guess, back to uni a week to finish uni work, some stuff is getting done, i really should work harder, but the weather is so good recently it's amazing.
it's nice to be back with fifi, and to not have any bitch faces around, but they will all turn up sooner or later.

in the library last time till 1am, after being in the late before till 4am - we are cool, don't be hating.
came home last night, ended up talking about absolute crap as we do, mostly about school days and singing shitty songs infront of our schools, can i add here, i dont even remember mine! lols k bbz.
it ended up being like 2.20 and there was a knock at the door, me and fifi & the brown socks absolutely dieeeeeeeeeeeeeed, hid in the corner - like it would a difference. the person tried pushing the door after knocking about a millions time. me and fifi got my keys quitely and ended up running to my room, locking it and ringing the caretakers. turns out, it's our friend from upstairs. absolute loooooooooooooooooooooooser.

so yea, as im not at uni im missing the birth of my little puppies which im pretty bummed about, but hopefully i'll get it done so i can go home for the weekened and squeeze them.
i'm hating the men right not, only of the relationship kind. not friends, they're pretty cool. i'm also hating absolute walk overs, stop being a prick, reallllllllllly.

right now i should be in the shower getting ready to start work, but i'm really not, shitty allen is on the radio i'm pretty hating it.
that's enough for now, im going to get ready, and see fifi's face - probably wearing the same garms & going to the library again. macs are our favourite things.
taraaaaa
xo